Except assignment, i would like to express what i feel in this blog.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Journey


Water trickled from rocks
As a small mountain stream
Everything was so beautiful 
I didn't believe it was a dream


The stream went for miles
Along all kinds of terrain
I followed it barefoot
Without a single ache or pain



As I went farther
It grew bigger and bigger
I lost track
Of when the stream became a river



This highway of my life
Landed me at a lake
It was so perfect and peaceful
Something only god could make



All of the problems I had to work through
No longer seemed so bad
I could work through anything
With the strength and wisdom that I had



With each new experience
I will begin to grow
Keep searching for knowledge
Until there is nothing I don't know

Monday, April 23, 2012

Change!!!


We all experience change in our lives. I think it's the only constant in our lives. There are changes that we look forward to and change that we fear. But its sure that things will not stay the same no matter how much we would like them too. When change occurs, we have two choices in terms of responding. We can despair that a change has come and assume that things will be worse, or we can look with excitement at the new possibilities that the change presents.
   I do have my own dreams. The ways are not clear and I don't know how to reach there. On the way I had already met several people among them some are so near, dear, dearest. At a point I even thought what would be my life without them. I don't want to think about that because I know that is never going to happen. But it is not necessary that our all dreams and wishes come true. Likewise, yesterday I had so many hands to hold but today I'm not getting any one. Today I'm feeling alone no one has time for me. May be I'm taking too seriously but nothing is working neither this nor that.That was the day when I felt that you were gone I felt it literally.  I let you go too. I don't have any option.The more I'm feeling lone the more I cry. Crying is not a best solution but it is for a time. Now, i don't wanna live for a time. I don't know what I'm saying.. The  fact is I'm lost totally lost just like my dreams......
I do think New Year's resolutions can't technically be expected to begin on New Year's Day, don't u? Since, because it's an extension of New Year's Eve, smokers are already on a smoking roll and cannot be expected to stop abruptly on the stroke of midnight with so much nicotine in the system. Also dieting on New Year's Day isn't a good idea as you can't eat rationally but really need to be free to consume whatever is necessary, moment by moment, in order to ease your hangover. I think it would be much more sensible if resolutions began generally on Jan the second.



                                            My dream
  I belong to media studies. Since my childhood I wanted to draw my own boundary and I believe, there is no boundary for dreams. My mother persuades me to have dreams. With the change of time my dreams are also changed. Now I am seeing myself as a photojournalist. Few years ago to be a photojournalist was mine dream. Now, I have no doubt that my dream becomes my passion and my ambition. I had experienced photography from my home during the family ceremony. I used to snap my friend’s photo along with my family members. When most of mine photo came beautiful I was very happy and i started to move backward and forward for my dream as a photojournalist. The next reason behind my photojournalist is- I had lost my granny when my dad was very young. Even he was unable to remember her face. We don’t have any photographs related with my granny. I feel bad and though if we had camera at that time today I could imagine her face. So, the day when I had my camera I started to clicking and capturing the moment inside the film.
Photojournalism itself is a challenging job. It’s thorny to make other people understand what actually we are trying to illustrate. Though it’s interesting. We don’t have control over time but with the technology we are able to rewind and replay the moment which we had already lived it.
To be a photojournalist is not only challenging but it will help me to pursue my dream of being a photojournalist one day. As a media student I want to put in my skills and the learned things together to communicate with the help of pictures, as it is said that “a picture is worth a thousand words” I want to see this quote come in action.